Things are so new im my life so i figured i would start something else new...this blog. Its also room for a new me. I have a new home and a new car and now I have a new setting. My fiance and the love of my life has left for Barbados for a 3 and 1/2 week long course in the history of barbados and its roll in history. Oh how grim sounding, but from what I hear most of the class will be about undestanding barbados and soaking up its sunshine.
So with that said I am flying solo for the first time in almost 5 years. I dont know how im going to sleep at night. To be honest im actually a little nervous. i think my minds still on paranioa from this weekends.
Ah this last weekend. I took a journey this weekend into the west va mountains and an even deeper journey into my mind. apparently there is route in there for total sketcho to arise. for some reason i thought the boys in blue were after me. never in all my years have i been so retarded. it made me question my love for ethnogens. usually its straight bliss but something triggered fear inside of me. I think its time to step away and let only my spirit flow. i should just follow the words of some sweet soul....
love more
fear less
float more
steer less
